Only If...

Only If

In my life of a person, there's always pain,sacrifice,happiness and love.
Tears are also part of it.
But is tears really worth it for the thing or a person that we cry on?
Maybe......
Trials make me weak but I always learn lessons from it.
Betrayal of a friends , a loved one...
Things that's I cry on!
A day won't end without me crying .....
Every single tear is a new start for me. New start for trials and forgiveness.
I love the person around me, but they don't know it!
And
maybe they really don't want to know it.
I think I'll die without them knowing how much I really do love them...
Everyday that passes through my life I'm hoping that onetime they'll be glad to know how much I care for them.
And I think I'm just hoping for nothing.....
Imaging things that won't really happen in reality.
Just in my dreams....
One day, when the time comes that my life would end....
I would like to see the sun go down in the beach......
A wish that's I'm  hoping to come true,
One day....
To hug my beloved family and to be with my friends even for my last breath...
I don't want to see them sad, miserable and crying...
They wont understand me for being like this!
They're treating me me like a person who don't know what a feeling is....
I love them so much.....
If they only knew it.....
If they Only....

and i hope you like it guys... i think its my 1st poem essay i wrote in my highschool days...